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HELLEND VLAK

by Fix Everything

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ALAIN Enthousiasmant . Formidable.
Belle expérience d'écoute.
Energique
Quel son ! Quelle voix !
SOURIRES beaucoup .
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1.
A Cool Grave 03:38
machines retrace the steps we take save me one of those black holes Anthropocene, the last we’ll see save me one of those dead zones and when the lightning comes I’ll lay my head down and dream of summer come sweet repose in my cool grave save me one of those
2.
the lion’s share, discarded what the midnight crew would not do sickening to the stomach I lie and drool without use drugs! disproportionate partying serotonin-drained you wish I could recognise this face as human but I choke, hold common sense when desperate to a devil’s end no more to life than going down in style our minds like shattering shouldn’t come as much of a surprise memetic, disconnected, wired and wireless sycophantic, tireless shimmer, shine from a flat screen a flat dream I sold my liver I saw a spark kept from descending in fear my intimates like the black taint letting go of my soiled past grants me the shell keeps me collected and clear vile markets may collapse but we live in lightyears it's not your fault that there's suffering and I don't believe that anything out there cares for us give me a call when they let you down
3.
The Problems 03:37
my playstyle is no longer valid and I’m not having fun anymore slowly pushed out by competing industries and artificial alkaline intelligence cores there is a demographically demonstrable surplus of highly educated young women in the city centre clawing, clambering their way to the top of their Maslow pyramid schemes discontent and disallowed to actually apply their many talents as they’re forced through a revolving door of ever younger, ever more eager new minds eager but not quite yet ripe, ready for the plucking by those who, established as they are, hope to milk them of their essence and eventually hop on to a nice government career wouldn’t we all like to sap them like formidable trees watching them wither as they're drained of the essential oils and minerals that we need to survive wouldn’t we all like to be on top for one day well, we will be one day, and it won't just be for one day, now witness me, yeah so we waltz around and toil waiting for our turn to perpetuate the upward cycle because surely everything is improving surely constant growth is the only way convinced in our hearts that we are the shining indigo children a real added value to any product or service imaginable 24/7, call me an eye for an eye such a therapeutic smile an eye for an eye such a therapeutic smile an eye for an eye so incandescent, so worthwhile an eye for an eye oh baby, say it it's a solemn life, but we're willing it's a solemn life, but we're willing to try it's a solemn life, but we're willing it's a solemn life, but it's living
4.
The Gate 04:43
a new life awaits us in the off-world colonies a chance to begin again in a golden land of adventure and opportunity a golden land of adventure and opportunity there's something wrong with us that drugs can't solve there's something wrong with us that drugs can't solve I want to drown myself, but the river runs dry and when we think dark things, at least we think that a new life awaits us in the off-world colonies a chance to begin again in a golden land of adventure and opportunity a golden land of adventure and opportunity Had a revelation but I'm still not sure And if I want to change, will I have to taste the cure? apples for the guardsmen! my pockets: full of stones! cast me from the cradle cast me from the cradle where a new life awaits me in the off-world colonies a chance to begin again in a golden land of adventure and opportunity a golden land of adventure and opportunity Had a revelation but I'm still not sure And yes, I want to change, I just don't want to taste the cure apples for the guardsmen! my pockets: full of stones! cast me from the cradle carry me to shore for crying out loud there must be some intrinsic meaning to it all for crying out loud there must be some intrinsic meaning to it all but no
5.
Bestiary 05:13
write this down in your bestiary the vast sadness: a distinguishing feature the comedown is complementary couldn't escape the storm this time write this in your obituary this life is carved into wandering stone our common cause seems elementary but maybe Earth just wants to be alone this is the water, this is the well drink deep now and descend this is the water, this is the well drink deep now and descend the white in the eyes is the horse within I have the fury of my own momentum the white in the eyes is the horse within I have the fury! I have the fury! I have the fury! this is the water, this is the well drink deep now and descend this is the mother, the gravity well drink deep now, oh children the white in the eyes is the horse within I have the fury of my own momentum the white in the eyes is the horse within I have the fury! I have the fury! I have the fury! before the poison came the touch which didn't feel like it would ever be enough before the poison came the touch which didn't feel like it would ever be enough write this down in your bestiary the vast sadness is what sets us apart the ropes we tie are all temporary and maybe all of this is just the start
6.
Idiot Rope 03:52
what is central to my being? minerals and decay so I treat myself most essential to my fever when I dream, I dream of nothing but teeth just a dancing shell self-perpetuating two-step protocol who ties the idiot rope round my neck surely it can not be me my city is saturated with these goddamn monsters what chemical burns were uncovered by the morning light? sardonic, laconic, draconic all hordes report all hordes repent exercise! exorcise! exercise! exorcise! the city is a dirty bomb the city is a glass ship the city is a frail lover the city is saturated
7.
Incandenza 02:14
boring like the lorem ipsum a call and suddenly: I'm all there soft like a Sodom whisper coarse, but suddenly: I'm desired escape! escape! cuts into your cornea 15-love the shadow of a sad goliath I mourn the loss swallow hard and realise that something quite profound has happened at this juncture the dawning cost lathered over like a thick coat and it doesn't seem real to me that any of this is happening escape! escape! nothing can prepare you for it thus does life have its compensations escape! escape! embrace the life of a pariah push to shove thought you were better off without her
8.
Yung Snowden 04:28
yung Snowden won't be paralysed yung Snowden dreams of five dark eyes she waits, she waits yung Snowden leaving paradise yung Snowden in the dead of night she waits on a wet pillow on Hawaii the hotel's silent now the room is lonely yung Snowden sits by the window his mind is quiet now the view is lovely yung Snowden sits by his window thinking of the NSA drinking on his Hennessy
9.
Chrysalis 05:09
there's a throbbing pain in the back of my neck and it seems a solemn golem has come to collect caught in the heat of it can I not save me impending chrysalis a dot I can’t connect like a soothing heat in the left in my chest who defends the interests of the patently obsessed? thought I'd be free of it is this a craving impending chrysalis a thought I can’t collect skin to skin now at a distance bless the weightless and I have lived so stable daisy chain child inflicted upon I and I crawling saviour Insufflated happenstance is life it's chaos out there but we're sedated coxcomb friends on fire but the phantom phases through the fabric of my dress and synchronicity is not what we expect impending chrysalis, impending chrysalis impending chrysalis, a skin that I will shed
10.
fashion me a chariot unlikely Cassius a shimmer, flicker, lashing us a figure in the sand eradicate the faithlessness exclusion zones for scavengers oh, Damocles is looking up a sheath held in his hand particulars like passing gusts let go of me, and then of us first past the post, to maladjust depersonalise like I what turns the fourth, what churns like rust an interplanetary dust an act we can't, a thought we must a faith to fortify an effigy to burn a channel to the sea the echo of a dancer a gaze into the deep an effigy to burn a channel to the sea the echo of an actor who dreams but does not sleep an effigy to burn a channel to the sea the echo of a lifetime a gaze into the deep an effigy to burn a channel to the sea the echo of a lover I dream but do not sleep when I get to the lighthouse and I'm sure as hell getting over when I get to the lighthouse ground shakes low, crumbling like Dover kept guard over infinite acres now we depart for a withering plume let there be light in the lighthouse when I come, and I'm coming over light's out at the lighthouse last breath of a supernova lost ward of the lighthouse has been struck! I've been struck by a siren light breaks anew! light breaks anew! light breaks anew! light breaks! an effigy to burn a channel to the sea the echo of a lifetime there's nothing left to burn release the light in me the echoing of lovers we dream but do not sleep

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released December 2, 2021

Recorded & mixed in 2019 by Casper van der Lans at Erik’s House, NDSM, Amsterdam. Mastering by Mikey Young. Fix Everything is Marijn Westerlaken (guitars), Tim Mooij-Knip (drums), and Benjamin van Gaalen (vocals & bass). Vinyl pressed at DeepGrooves, Leeuwarden, NL. Cover designed by Tim Mooij-Knip and screen printed Tim and Marijn at AGA Lab, Amsterdam. Thanks to everyone who bought our merch and supported us. Shout-out to Rock Supplies in Amsterdam & Rufus and his infamous BOG for providing the space to make this music in.

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